Be Yourself, It's all you have!

here are some more pictures of my little sis, i just took them today.. tell me what ya think!

-Cyn

to all that read this, if you can please keep me in prayer. i'm having a hard time dealing with some bad news i just found out... i don't want to go into details because it's not something that needs to be voiced throughout the web.. but if i could please have some prayer.. that would be most awesome. thanks a ton. God Bless!

-Cyn

today is my 19th birthday! and it was the most awesome birthday i've ever had.. this is the first time i've ever had soo many people that i truly cared for all come though for me! everyone came to dinner, and ate, and everyone just had a blast! i am soo happy.. i cannot express how thankful i am that God blessed me with another year of life, and He also blessed me with an awesome group of people as my friends! THANK YOU GOD! THANK YOU EVERYONE!

-Cyn

in three days i will be 19! ahh.. oh my goodness how time flies! gosh, i never thought i'd get to 16 to get my license! and now, i'm almost in my twenties!  i cannot believe it. wow. i really have to thank God for just letting me mature into a woman for Him! and for just giving me the most wonderful friends! i cannot wait until my birthday dinner! i hope it all goes well! now i gotta go and cry!

school went very well today. i got back 2 tests that i took last week, and one that i took today. i'm upset with one that was a C... but i guess that means i have to study harder. tonight i went to  bible study at the Cox's House.. and i just really felt that the Lord was telling me that i need to stop holding on to things, and really just give them to Him. i've been having a rough time lately with a friendship i ended for the better, but i still keep thinking if only i could change the person. the truth is that the Lord has a plan for me and that other person, and maybe if we would have stayed friends then we wouldn't have been able to change. i know that the Lord will humble me about this, i only worry about my ex-friend because i did care a lot for them. maybe i cared too much, because instead of focusing on myself, i'd focus on them, and how bad they were. and although i know i'm not perfect and never will be, i have to change myself before i can change others. although i'm sad that my friendship had to end, i'm happy because friendship is not about lying or backstabbing, it's about trust. and honestly i want people in my life that will encourage my walk with the Lord, not hinder it.. it is said that "evil corrupts good company" and i do believe that. just as i would try not to hinder another Christian's walk, i would expect the same from my friends. so this is really me just talking.. no names mentioned. but how many of us have had to get out of a bad friendship? tons i bet. comment back on watcha think. and i do accept everyones oppinions!

i totally forgot to say that friday was my baby sister's birthday.. well since i love her soo much, i dressed her up really pretty and took some pics of her.. look! hope ya enjoy!